Sunday, October 05, 2003
had a busy sunday, went for church then for a study group session...my legs feel weak now, tired i guess. church was good as usual, my pastor is so raw and open it's amazing. he was sharing about how he lost his temper at the airport because the lady working at the counter insisted he buy a ticket for his 2 year old daughter or not be allowed to board the plane. he sounded so contrite and repentant, it really left me in awe that he could confess his sin so openly at the altar. that's not an easy thing to do for one, and especially hard if you're the pastor and supposed to be this super godly person.
went straight to my study group from there, thought i'd be really late coz church ends at 3 and the group started at 3, but i got a ride from one of my friends and actually made it there in decent time. the study session was helpful, went through tons of material, and i'm a lot more comfortable with it now, feel like i actually have a good grasp of it.
i know this is sunday and all so i probably shouldn't be doing the unholy thing that i'm about to, but i've just got to be a bit nasty and say this...you know how there are some people you just don't like at first glance? well, there's this guy in church...who's actually my friend's friend...and i just didn't like him ever since the first time i saw him, about 3 weeks ago. can't explain it, there's just something about him that turns me off. and honestly, i can't understand why my friend likes hanging around with him at all. but they were obviously really into each other, so i remember thinking...it's only going to be a matter of time before they end up together. well, guess what...on my way to church today, i was walking merrily with my floormate and we start walking behind this couple who were very intertwined, hands around each other and all...and it didn't take me long to realize it was my friend and that unlikeable guy! so it took them less time than i thought it would...they just met each other here after all, so their acquaintance isn't that "ripe" or anything...but can i just say i'm disgusted? i'm sorry to be mean...but really...there's just something gross about the whole situation. don't know...maybe it's just me and the way i am. ok, got that off my chest, ha...now i can be nice again.
going for dinner in 10 minutes, though i'm not really hungry. i had this banana during the study session that i had brought along just in case i got hungry. well, i wasn't hungry...but the banana sort of got squished and was making a messy (yellow!) mess in my bag, so i had to eat it. who knew it would be so filling?
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went straight to my study group from there, thought i'd be really late coz church ends at 3 and the group started at 3, but i got a ride from one of my friends and actually made it there in decent time. the study session was helpful, went through tons of material, and i'm a lot more comfortable with it now, feel like i actually have a good grasp of it.
i know this is sunday and all so i probably shouldn't be doing the unholy thing that i'm about to, but i've just got to be a bit nasty and say this...you know how there are some people you just don't like at first glance? well, there's this guy in church...who's actually my friend's friend...and i just didn't like him ever since the first time i saw him, about 3 weeks ago. can't explain it, there's just something about him that turns me off. and honestly, i can't understand why my friend likes hanging around with him at all. but they were obviously really into each other, so i remember thinking...it's only going to be a matter of time before they end up together. well, guess what...on my way to church today, i was walking merrily with my floormate and we start walking behind this couple who were very intertwined, hands around each other and all...and it didn't take me long to realize it was my friend and that unlikeable guy! so it took them less time than i thought it would...they just met each other here after all, so their acquaintance isn't that "ripe" or anything...but can i just say i'm disgusted? i'm sorry to be mean...but really...there's just something gross about the whole situation. don't know...maybe it's just me and the way i am. ok, got that off my chest, ha...now i can be nice again.
going for dinner in 10 minutes, though i'm not really hungry. i had this banana during the study session that i had brought along just in case i got hungry. well, i wasn't hungry...but the banana sort of got squished and was making a messy (yellow!) mess in my bag, so i had to eat it. who knew it would be so filling?
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